By the time you receive my letter, I will have arrived. It’s so
beautiful here. The ocean’s so blue, the sky so clear, the air
so fresh. I feel I can breathe again, so alive again- thanks to you!
I never thought I would love again and there you were, sent
like an angel, to heal my broken heart. In another place and
time, we must have been together. What else could explain
that magic in your touch, that breathtaking kiss. I wish I could
have known every inch of you. But as we agreed, that would
have been a mistake- there would have been no turning back.
I had seen it in your eyes-the hurt and the pain. You’d always
be thinking of her – your first love again. I’m the kind of woman
who wants to be loved completely-mind, body and soul. You
gave me that in the few hours we spent together. I will forever
treasure those precious moments with you. How you looked at
me after that single kiss, like someone in another realm. That’s
precisely how I felt – you had touched a part of me that no one
else had ever been.
But we both agreed to remember it just like this. That first time, complete
and unspoiled – no fuss, no fight.
One day I’ll return to the restaurant, the one with Miles’ old trumpet,
a plaque on the wall . When I look at it, I’ll be with you
and you with me. I’ve listened to that CD you bought
with the song you dedicated to me and I cried until there were no tears
left to cry. I hope you are happy my love and when you play the music I gave
you, you’ll know that this was how it was meant to be.
We knew from the start, that instant connection. I’ve saved that memory
for a rainy day. But right now, I’m smiling at the thought of you – those
precious hours that some never have in a lifetime – I had them with you.
My love for you was bigger than me, so I gave it back to you – that’s what
true lovers do.
Goodbye my love